Everyday Superstar: Avri James

  "...Before this fist put a spark to him, Fuck around and shit get dark to him; Put a spark through him.  Lose a major part to him-arm, leg..."                                               I Got a Story to Tell~Biggie I rolled over impatiently onto my stomach; propping my head up in my palms.  I had been writing for over 2 hours now.  I glanced over at Mario; a content look on his face as he observed the passers by at a distance.  We were sitting in the park under my favorite tree.  I shot him a crazy little pout that immediately broke into a giggle.  "What?!"  he questioned.  "Nothing!  Everything!  Shit, idk!"  I said.  "Oh, so your story's not coming together the way you want, so you mad!"  Mario replied, taking the pink joint from between my two fingers.  "Shut up!"  I said jokingly. you d...

"You know you're EVERYTHING I do(OOoh Yea!)...Do what you want me to...Get on my knees for You (Oooh Baby)/What else is there to do?"                                                      ~Jodeci Cry For You People get weird when you step into the knowing of exactly who TF you are.  You know what I'm talking about...It's the moment you realize that you're want it ALL, and you're willing to do whatever it takes to pursue your own personal happiness...that's when it hits them; We are NOT the same ...and everything shifts... All of a sudden, you wanting more becomes personal, and your growth is weaponized against you...I've always been my own person, and moved like I was all I had to depend on.  I did  lose myself once in a relationship...it felt like Euthanasia...The best ones are comprised of 2 entirely separate, whole individuals who share...

  " Share my life, take me for what I am...Share my Love, I'll never ask for too much/Just All that you are, and everything that you do."                                                           ~ I Have Nothing Whitney Houston It was a windy, rainy, Friday afternoon.  The Crystal Flame was closed for the night to allow the freshly painted wall to dry.  I was in Bayview; alternating between consciousness, and reading The Mists of Avalon.  Landon had quietly slipped out to run a few errands.  For the first time in a long time, I had absolutely nothing to do-I didn't know how to act!  My initial thought-"tell NO ONE!"  I laid in bed, staring up at the ceiling; the book open on my chest...just allowing my mind to ponder all the possibilities...I'm Avri James-even my "do nothing" must be planned out!  I want...