" Share my life, take me for what I am...Share my Love, I'll never ask for too much/Just All that you are, and everything that you do." ~ I Have Nothing Whitney Houston It was a windy, rainy, Friday afternoon. The Crystal Flame was closed for the night to allow the freshly painted wall to dry. I was in Bayview; alternating between consciousness, and reading The Mists of Avalon. Landon had quietly slipped out to run a few errands. For the first time in a long time, I had absolutely nothing to do-I didn't know how to act! My initial thought-"tell NO ONE!" I laid in bed, staring up at the ceiling; the book open on my chest...just allowing my mind to ponder all the possibilities...I'm Avri James-even my "do nothing" must be planned out! I want...
"Like a Moth to the Flame, Burned by the Fire...My Love is Blind, Can't you See My Desire? That's the Way Love Goes... ~Janet Jackson It was the beginning of Winter, and the bitterness of the cold came out Swinging... If it wasn't work, or necessary to my survival, it could wait! The one place that Winter never seemed to come, was Landon's bed. No matter what the temperature was outside, as far as I knew, it was the coziest-and safest place on Earth. When I opened my eyes, I was still nestled under Landon's arm; laying on his chest. From the rhythm of his breath, I could tell he was already awake...keeping as still as possible not to disturb me. Gently wiggling out of one of my sock, I put my cool, bare toes on his leg to indicate that I was ready to move. "Hey Lightskin, G...